A NEW DOOR

Flow, 
I know You, I feel You, I see You
You are the Universe that lives within
in every star of my mind
in every cell of my body
in every vibration of my being

I knew you were here in the deep
But I couldn’t feel You
The pain of others became who I thought I was
And I lost my way to You but I walked, 
Again and again

I spent my life trying to find You outside
until my whole being couldn’t breath anymore
The separation was too painful
My survival instinct kicked in
And my core cracked !

And I felt You in the deep, telling me
“This is not the way, 
Come Here! I’m within”

As I came to find You
I walked through the layers of my own existence
Layers of pain that I believed to be me
The identities that have been pushed upon me
Then, to see, those are not
They are just a reflection 
a reflection of someone else’s pain
And my mind cracked ! 

Flow, I felt You again
You were like a warmth bath of Light
A sunkiss on the skin
And inside, in the heart, I felt for the first time
Love. 

As I continued walking, I saw a door
A beautiful shining door
As I was approaching, I could see a name
“You, Beautiful Body !”
Intrigued, I stepped through it
And here, a new path

On my way, I met my body
I saw all the pain it has endured, the scars
The lack of care, the lack of awareness
And for the first time, I felt Love for my body
And my body cracked !

Flow, I felt You again
You were every muscle, every bone,
every cell, every vibration
that makes the system, my system

And, I told myself: 
“But… a system is always the system of a system
There must then be an infinities of system”
My mind and my body started to spin in harmony
And I saw another door

This door was pretty modest, 
and no name but still intriguing
I stepped through it

And There, 
A spectacle that no one could ever get tired of seeing 
Again, and again
A system where all the pieces harmoniously danced together
creating a symphony of pure Love
The Symphony of Life

Flow, I asked You
“Who are You?”
You replied “I Am You”

I surrendered
And I laughed.